Wednesday, February 06, 2008

The Reason Behind the reasons

Sometimes I forget exactly why I'm here. I get so caught up in the details, the physical, my health, that I turn inwards and miss the whole point of why I chose this human thing. I know my greatest purpose is always to hold more light, open myself to love, and attune the frequencies of this planet to greater love and therefore, greater god expression.
It's easy to forget that the whole reason why I absolutely demand that I carry the absolutely greatest level of health is to more efficiently facilitate these higher frequencies to come onto the planet. I often overlook that fact that my real motives for consistently addressing the fears that come up on a daily basis are to clear myself so that I can consciously ask light to fill me, my space, and everything around me.
This is why it's important for me not to retreat into myself. It is so easy to travel a solitary road but I understand that my work here is all about connecting with other humans and reminding them of what I am rediscovering all of the time. I aim to clearly call out to the ones that have decided it is time to stand up, claim our greatness, and move ourselves into the next phase of existence where we absolutely take accountability for everything in our space. This phase will also allow us to more deeply connect with each other so that we recreate the reality that we are all one, all connected, and everything I do for myself, I also do for you.
With all of these details in the default world, I can sometimes push aside that deepest yearning that calls out to me to pay my bills with gratitude, open my heart when another car cuts me off, and express honesty even when everyone around me is closed and hardened.
This softness and openness that sits patiently waiting for me to allow it's full expression in my external life is calling to me more and more in every moment. This is what I am at my deepest core and this is the number one motivation behind every human action - the clear and simple desire for Love.
I can choose that instead of all of the other possibilities. I can see peace instead of this. I can connect with openness. I am an active, creative being of Light and I can choose to see whatever I desire.
Today I choose Love.

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